we are..............

Over the course of time we tend to believe that all our decisions tend to pay us off the way wanted to. we make believe ourselves that we actually got what we wanted. the level of decision and actions that led us there were never questioned. as they say in schools, its the path that matter rather than the end. but our thought process are governed to overlook the path and conclude on basis of end. but when we look deeper, the solidarity behind our conclusions are because of the fact that we are fractals in nature. we interact with enviroment knowingly and unknowingly. both carry variable weightages and significant/insignificant may be. being fractals in nature, we assume the interaction variables to be insignificant in our outcome when they may have actually aided / remained neutral/ opposed the outcome of a particular event. in this measure we again breakdown a composite equation by eliminating the non measurables and considering only those which can be sized up by our human minds. again in this part we shud encounter an unknown method programmed in us that considers the non measurable variables insignificant or sized up for a small part in the entire equation. we repeat this procedure until we arrive at an equation in our mind that again make us believe that we have considered the relevant variables. ( sorry to say this )but at this point we try to consolidate and our psychological make up becomes positive. ( elimination of fear of unknown) at this stage we interact and we see a direct response that triggers to mind to verify the equation. we all act like a equation, we know nothing abt the catalyst, the other variables that add on to us nor the methods of the reaction. all that we know is a small part of ourselves that makes us feel positive psychologically and at that point we give up the equation and praise the glory of an part that was insignificant. again we conclude on this and re assure ourselves to make a similar successful one the next time. we all think trying to account for factors around us that influence us. some go a lil ahead and bring in variables that have their dependents too. the circle expands. the inter variable dependence is complex and extremely vast for any godamn machine too. then we try to move this entire set in time hypothetically or extrapolate a lil from the past ( cant stop laughing abt the way we boast ). this is like solving a equation with n variables that have n outcomes with every instance of time. and then we sometimes say long term planning which is absolute bullshit , nothin but randomness and from the present giving a solid reasoning for our past actions which we are best at. anyways we cant escape the fact that we are mere fractals ( not even ant size economics ) and insignificantly significant that we decide to psychologically appear to ourselves the other way round that keeps us going and biding time. else imagine wat else can our complex minds think abt and do for living thru time till death. we are wat our minds want to and what our souls thirst us . we move in that direction blindfolded but eyes wide open as we claim.( optimism dictionary terms ) then we dilute it in for a entire man kind under a roof called GOD ( a.k.a Hope ) sorry but this is wat it can be. insults welcome .