nov 12 th

as i come sailing thru the wind on a chilly night...
i cud hear screams rattling my mind.
dont know what to do, 
before the voice thrusts me to answer you,
i cud'nt hide nither cud i pretend, 
for i believed martyrs were never meant to live,
words ran across my mind, 
and piled up thoughts until i fall.
as i decide to confess and confine,
the emotions in me begin 2 ebb out.
the words were truth and strong,
strong enough to create silence in storm,
neither was an answer or few words,
a thought of those moments,love and love,
i did'nt crib neither did i beg,
 for i have decided to accept my fate.
"what u think is love is just a passin phase......"
and  now i live to die those words,
for it was never passin nor fake...
i did'nt have a reason to love.....
 so will i not have a reason to hate ....
and i shall continue to live this fate..
for i dont have a reason to quit...
so shall i love blindly without any reason....
as though a phase never happened after a dinner
i may be right or wrong,
 when the words stopped at 12 in the night
and long after,i write this for you
everytime i see, it pains me to see you being hurt
i am not wrong, i have chosen my fate 
i have won and lost the race....!!!

------------------------------------------------------dec8th